Americana exotica

My chest continues to feel as though some hideous winged beast flutters within.

yesterday the nervous and anxiety for one of my projects, a socratic discussion on evolution, could have killed me i was so nervous and worried about it.
it went well, very well. i dont know how good my written portion was but as i was walking out of class my professor yelled out 'good job miss. ovalle' soo that made me feel better
&then wed. i was nervous about my artt lesson plan presentation
most of my nervous stem from procrastinating and not knowing if im going to have the work done on time
but yea
that feeling still lingers though at times
the nervousness
its just not as big anymore
before it felt like i would throw up a small bird LOL
now maybe something a bit smaller
like Americana exotica
or a monarch

but yea good thing school is almost over
not really, i have sooo much work these next 2wks that im not even thinking about finals b/c these weeks are so BIG and important to me that finals seem small and tiny
so i cant enjoy the fact that im almost done with this semester

ill also be doing both summer schools
so ill be in SM and not SA for the most part
that sucks cause i wont get to see my SA friends much
or even less than i already was
we'll see
maybe ill go back to SA for the month of may

p.s. i really need to go to the McNay art museum in SA for my art class....